joehawley merge

destruction/2023-08-17 joehawley.txt

@@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ His behavior is not that of a sane person, let alone a sane person who is also b
 
 I've seen several recordings of him in his post-2011 years that struck me as odd. I've remarked on them on the subreddit in the past, but to list a few:
 
-- In a 2018 instagram livestream, Joe makes several odd remarks. Actually the entire recording is utterly bizzare. Here are some highlights that I think speak to his mental state one way or another.
+- In a 2018 instagram livestream, Joe makes several odd remarks. Actually the entire recording is utterly bizzare. I think just about everything he says speak to his mental state in one way or another, but here are some highlights to consider.
 
     He states that he thinks [bacon should be illegal](https://youtu.be/kkBSAWxcvIA?t=124), following that statement with a seemingly unrelated explanation about styrofoam in cigarette filters being the real cause of cancer, and that tobacco could possibly be *good* for your lungs. 
     
@@ -22,7 +22,37 @@ I've seen several recordings of him in his post-2011 years that struck me as odd
 
     Someone asks him to rap the ruler of everything rap, which he remarks seemingly to himself as "kind of a... scary idea..." And then says the first couple lines out loud slowly in a funny voice before moving on to other comments.
 
-    He states that there are lots of parasites living inside us that doctors won't tell you about.
+    He remarks that one of the chatter's names matches the name of a teacher from his middle school.
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+    He reads the time off his watch then shows his watch, notably set to the inside of his wrist, remarking specifically the watch's model, insignia, and where he got it.
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+    He quips that the "worst curse word on instagram" is probably "buses".
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+    In response to a chatter saying "scars are weird," he states that there are lots of parasites living inside us that doctors won't tell you about.
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+    He discusses his song space station level seven, but his final remark seems very odd especially after having just recited some of his own japanese lyrics. "that's cliche at this point as we both know, jane"
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+    "it's an elevator song, bora insisted it was a ladder" the elevator seems to be referring to the elevator song from a video game he was citing as an inspiration for the song, while the mention of bora i would guess is a strange recollection of what was likely a discussion they had when they were working on the project.
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+    when asked what else he does for work he again remarks on the number of watchers and replies that "every moment is work"
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+    some people asked his thoughts on the lgbt community, which he didn't see. but someone said "lgbtizzies" and he read that and remarked something to do with that topic. he cuts out but appears to say "i always- sexual- but I'm gay" without more context not much can be assumed but it didn't seem antagonistic in the very least. some may interpret that as him saying he's a part of the community. some chatters appear to reiterate the idea that he did refer to himself as gay, but many didn't seem to hear it properly either.
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+    "hally tall is trying to tell me what to do" "please say the f word"
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+    "why do people keep requesting to be on the video and then decline it. own up to your own request!"
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+    when someone gets featured he becomes grandiose
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+    in response to her saying "incredible" he says "lacking credibility"
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+    "i'll say the fuck word for you joe" "awesome well fuck! you said it!"
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+    "peer pressure, i'll tell you how i die" i drown at the age of 102, but it's a secret so if anyone tells they'll die too (very grandiose and bizzare) "when you know how you die, you know"
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+Worth mentioning is that his state in this video seems relatively calm when compared to his other actions, where he got very angry and rude over seemingly nothing. He only mentions a couple times that people were "telling him what to do" but doesn't seem angry at all. I'd imagine later versions of him would be angrier at some of the chatters.
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 But seeing more of his conversations and hearing at least one phone call... He's very clearly unwell and has been for a while. So many of his sentences and responses are nonsensical in or out of context. I'm no expert on schizophrenia specifically, as many have speculated, but I wonder if these patterns of communication are common with such troubled individuals. He non-sequitrs constantly, like with his descriptions of his past trauma. He sees situations happening around him now as a paranoid extension of past traumas.