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Author: Nathan Lindsay
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Notes: i have ~~paraphilias~~ issues
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This project is shelved indefinitely for obvious reasons. But I want to stipulate that this was the intended ending:
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- The trio go to the IMC to attempt to solve the situation, they're fascinated by Kay's presence and thus examine her, but perhaps something goes wrong?
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- Kay ends up being sent back, perhaps arbitrarily? It would be nice for the only way for it to be resolved to be that she learns something crucial, but idk what.
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- Sara and Nathan reconcile, returning from Chaos to a more mature Order.
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- Effectively, what I wanted was to stress that, while the polyamorous fantasy is fun, it is folly. It's not a sustainable lifestyle, particularly for those who are affected by Psychological Liberalism. That is to say- a la Objectivism, Sara and I regard each other as the embodiment of our highest ideals; what each of us view as valuable, and what we lack. We need each other, within an exclusive contract. Some view this as indicative of insecurity, but there is strength and wisdom in understanding that the Individual cannot be intricately intertwined with a collective. It's difficult enough to negotiate the complexities of a relationship with one person, let alone a dozen. Therefore, the temptation caused by preference for variety (a facet of Openness to Experience) is solved by its peer facet, challenging authority/psychological liberalism.
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inspired by between sleep daydream right before having to go to work 11/29/2022 ~7:30am. Wasn't entirely conscious; my brain is so used to the fake scenarios method that it attempts to re-enter sleep stages by utilizing the method even when not conscious. It's a bit spooky that my fantasies have been so far engrained into both the conscious and subconscious that this happens. I've conditioned myself through habitual fantasizing that my brain itself has rewired to have wacky habits. The honry is too strong. Anyway my fav scenario as of late has been that of getting double dicked by Sara and Kay, and Sara mommy domming the both of us. The semiconscious dream derived from the scenario was that of me being in a relationship with Sara (seemed to be in old house bedroom which really solidifies it as a dream but it having been somewhat lucidly triggered by semiconscious thought... this pseudoscience is strange...) and Kay being on the outside trying to barge her way into it and finally succeeding in creating a sort of polycule between the three of us. I don't think I could do it in real life. That's why it's just a fantasy. Bit of a guilty pleasure I think. But it goes like Kay is domming me, trying to own me, Sara then doms and reclaims me by sitting on my lap and forcing my face into her chest, then making out with Kay. She says something sarcastic/bratty back to her, Sara slaps her and forces to call her mom or something. It was a subconscious thought man don't judge me.
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