merge sex

kay/sex.fountain

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 KALANI
 I’m bisexual. I’m okay with touching butts.
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+inspired by between sleep daydream right before having to go to work 11/29/2022 ~7:30am. Wasn't entirely conscious; my brain is so used to the fake scenarios method that it attempts to re-enter sleep stages by utilizing the method even when not conscious. It's a bit spooky that my fantasies have been so far engrained into both the conscious and subconscious that this happens. I've conditioned myself through habitual fantasizing that my brain itself has rewired to have wacky habits. The honry is too strong. Anyway my fav scenario as of late has been that of getting double dicked by Sara and Kay, and Sara mommy domming the both of us. The semiconscious dream derived from the scenario was that of me being in a relationship with Sara (seemed to be in old house bedroom which really solidifies it as a dream but it having been somewhat lucidly triggered by semiconscious thought... this pseudoscience is strange...) and Kay being on the outside trying to barge her way into it and finally succeeding in creating a sort of polycule between the three of us. I don't think I could do it in real life. That's why it's just a fantasy. Bit of a guilty pleasure I think. But it goes like Kay is domming me, trying to own me, Sara then doms and reclaims me by sitting on my lap and forcing my face into her chest, then making out with Kay. She says something sarcastic/bratty back to her, Sara slaps her and forces to call her mom or something. It was a subconscious thought man don't judge me.
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+Anyway the following is derived from me thinking about it throughout work day; what if this spiderverse scenario was accidentally and unknowingly triggered on Kay, specifically a version of Kay who had claimed me after her transformation and we lived together, but the universe she is transported, seemingly abducted to, is identical to her native universe except the only variable changed was that Sara was sent to her own Inner Sanctum rather than Kay; Sara has similar abilities, underwent a similar transformation. Perhaps the reasoning for her transformation could be different and more fitting than Kay's; Kay was sent because she was trying to lose weight while being forced not to, breaking physics and causing her to be reverted to a spiritual state, where her soul had to fight within her consciousness (represented in 3 dimensions by an Inner Sanctum) with her problems, conquering them and once that internal conflict was resolved, the Sanctum was exited and her body transformed at a time dilated pace. I think that justification makes sense but could be expanded upon in the main storyline. However, I'm having trouble trying to make it fit how this could work for Sara. I like the idea that she becomes muscle mommy rather than chubby mommy with unequivalent physical power to her appearance, but I'm thinking in order for the requirements for a Sanctum transformation to be met, there would have to be something changed about myself as well. I was the one who caused some of the requirements for the Sanctum to be met by having such a crush on Kay, but also a big thing for chubby girls, that I didn't want her to lose weight but fantasized about a world where she could be that weight but healthy and also happy with herself, forcing her to remain that weight, causing the Sanctum entrance and eventually creating that world. Perhaps Sara's would be in reverse. She wants to work out, alt-me encourages her to work out because alt-me has a muscle mommy thing > chubby mommy thing, my fantasies change to be more suited to make Sara the one who gets Sanctum'd. I would rather that be the case than the requriements for Sanctuming be changed, though in an infinite multiverse that is admittedly also a variable that could be changed.
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+I find the fantasies thing interesting; a big part of my fantasies are literally just that my fantasy lover's powers just fix the stimuli to my OCD. I hate things being unsanitary and uncomfortable, especially in relation to sex. Her powers remove those issues. I think this explains why Sara's powers would be similar even if the reason her transformation occurred was quite different. My idealized version of any lover could consistently have the same healing and superhuman powers. I kinda love the idea of being immortal with one parter; both Kay's and Sara's powers would be able to bring someone back from even death and even restore them to a point as if nothing happened, with some exceptions. I think some scars could remain or perhaps become more defined because both Kay and I subconsciously control what the healing does and would be very thematically interesting; I like some scars, perhaps she can find them hot as well, thus they remain, almost divinely.
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+I'm thinking Sara would have far more restraint when it comes to killing someone or inflicting pain, even though she'd have a similar or perhaps identically potent healing power. A line from Kay to her recognizing "If I discovered someone in my home fucking my husband I wouldn't be able to stop myself from killing them."
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+This entire thing is why it's so tough just to write multiverse shit and slap in a million different versions of the same individuals into one story and call it good. There's so much depth to be explored with even just two differing universes with only a couple slightly tweaked variables. Not only is the exploration of that depth often far more interesting, but it's far more feasible because exploring that depth can clear up a lot of confusion on how the different versions are different and how they realistically ended up that way. With some multiverse content you just have to go "hm, guess that's just x character from the dimension where y variable is different" and that's just so incredibly boring... Not even to get into how F'd multiversal travel and god forbid multiversal threats can be to your previously well-grounded, well-written story. Perhaps the way it works in my multiverse is that eventually, everyone spends at least one day pulled into an alternate universe and has to figure out how to reverse it or something. Could be interesting. So at least once, either someone from the origin-verse or whatever is pulled out, like in this story, or someone from another universe visits the origin-verse. Could be interesting.
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